Winston Churchill called it “The Black Dog”, the one that followed him around and was always lurking at the edge of his sight – Abraham Lincoln spent much of his life with the Black Dog, and even King David is famous for his reaction to the Black Dog in his life.
Depression. Major Depression.
Sometimes it’s not major depression, sometimes it’s more of a small black dog, but it’s teeth bare at any glimmer of a person’s happiness – as if it’s a bone the dog is trying to steal.
I have dealt with depression in my life, and even now, I have moments of frustration and sadness. I’m lucky that overall, I can see the goodness of God, even in the low points.
I have a few close friends who are dealing with depression, for various reasons: chronic pain, family situations, school/work issues. Today I felt as though God laid a bit of Scripture on my heart and I wanted to share it. It is my hope that it brings comfort to someone at some time (and perhaps even to myself when I read this later).
The poor and the needy seek water, but there is none,
Their tongues fail for thirst.
I, the Lord, will hear them;
I, the God of Israel, will not forsake them.
I will open rivers in desolate heights,
And fountains in the midst of their valleys;
I will make the wilderness a pool of water,
And the dry land springs of water.
I will plant in the wilderness the cedar and the acacia tree,
the myrtle and the oil tree;
I will set in the desert the cypress and the pine and the box tree together,
That they may see and know,
And consider and understand together,
That the hand of the Lord has done this,
And the Holy One of Israel has created it.
~Isaiah 41:17-20
“Ho! Everyone who thirsts,
Come to the waters;
And you who have no money,
Come, buy and eat.
Yes, come, buy wine and milk without money and without price.
Why do you spend money for what is not bread,
And your wages for what does not satisfy?
Listen carefully to me, and eat what is good,
And let your soul delight itself in abundance.
Incline your ear, and come to Me.
Hear, and your soul shall live;
And I will make an everlasting covenant with you –
The sure mercies of David.”
~Isaiah 55:1-3
For in any moment, even in our deepest darkest depression – even when I am laying on the ground thirsty for the water of happiness, GOD WILL PROVIDE for me. HE KNOWS SADNESS – He KNOWS my pain and sorrow and He KNOWS the grip that depression has, and the water is THERE for me.
I truly believe that I am put in the position of being depressed, in order that people may SEE MY GOD and KNOW HIM through my life. I pray that you allow Him to be evident in yours no matter your circumstances.
As for my friends, I pray for them each and every day – but specifically at their “birthday times” (for example – Hubby’s birthday is July 17th, so I pray for him specifically at 7:17 am/pm each day). I find it is an easy way to remember those important to me, daily. Do you have a method of prayer that works for you?
~Mummy Butterfly )i(